This is how it's been going the last month in a half...
Being a Mom of two has really been kicking my butt.
Seriously, How do people do this?
I ask myself this question every single day.
This is hard.
Josh works at night & i'm alone with these two kids most of the day.
Bath time and bed time is the worst time for me.
I'm trying to juggle a crying baby, but still give Claire the attention she needs.
I'm in over my head...
Also another thing I tell myself daily.
Okay, well how about I just give you a list of the things going through my head on a daily basis:
I haven't showered in what feels like a decade.
How is my hair standing up like that on it's own?
Is that poop or chocolate?
I smell like spit up and chocolate milk.
Have I even worn makeup this week?
Wow, I have to pee so bad.
Have I peed at all today?
I'm literally about to pee my pants...
I have to stay positive and enjoy every second.
Remember they grow up so fast and you will miss this.
It's hard now, but it won't be hard forever.
Ew...what is that?
Have I eaten today?....nope. Probably should.
Time to pump.
Yeah...so this is my life.
Its hard and I'm struggling right now, but I know it will get easier the older Brock gets.
If Josh had different hours at work I know it would be easier, but until then I am getting through it.
Day by day.
I am one lucky woman to have these two kiddos.
If I remember that during the hard times, I can make it.
Motherhood isn't for wimps.
I love my two little rascals with all my heart and soul!
They are the sunshine to my rainy day and I wouldn't trade this craziness for anything in the whole world.